I'm quitting some of the rp groups, IRL has been tough for me and it demands more of my attention.
I hope you guys don't mind.... I need to focus on my IRL and need a lot of breaks, I don't have many time to be active in all of them and I feel bad for being inactive
Thank you so much guys for the birthday wishes! I feel so much loved
it was a good day at my birthday, and I watched Captain America at evening with my niece.
It was an awesome movie
Anyway, my mom also open macaroni order this week and since she still had issues with her accident, I will still help her doing things for a while. also I'm trying to bring my motivation back through doodling, for the starter it's not something much but it's better than nothing ;v;
Have a nice day!
Hello guys,Just want to tell you that I'm not dead yet. I went back from Bali almost a week ago, and sorry guys I didn't write a journal right away.
my real life is a bit hard for me right now...since I went back from Bali, my passion and motivation dropped even worse. I focused on trying to find a job, and other than that, I feel like I don't want to do anything. I don't want to draw, and it's kinda hard to bring my mood to RP...even I feel that I rarely talked to my friends online lately.
My mom had a little accident, she had to bed rest for a week and should not get too tired in doing activities for a month. So for a while I will help her doing many things, including cooking and housework stuff.
My brother and my sister-in-law will have a surgery sooner or later.
So just want to tell you I'm not dead, just still lurking.
Please pray for me and my family.
Thank you ;v;
just like the title said, I have some updates. You know I have been freelancing quite a time, and this time I get a tough work which is a challenge for me. I am still dealing with my issues in motivation. My mood have been down for weeks, and this is the first time I experienced this in a long period. I feel not motivated to draw at all, and this is just dangerous
I already tried hard to bring my mood back, I sketched a lot but I just lost my mood and passion when I attempted to polish and finish the drawings.
Plus, there's a certain MMORPG to relieve my stress
but I feel bored with it lately so hopefully it won't be my distraction anymore.
So for these weeks I have been and still lurking for dA. I am really sorry for being dead guys, I tried hard to reply every of your comments, and I'm sorry if it took a long time, I'm such a slowpoke. It is just hard to bring myself upbeat and full of energy right now, I talk less with my friends either. And if you are wondering why I join more RP groups, that is because I am trying to bring my vigor back, as well as my drawing passion (RP applications require finish drawing anyway). But it doesn't mean I have too many free time either--I join groups which focus more on role-playing rather than drawing. Role-playing is less time-consuming than drawing, plus I have to deal with my drawing mood issue.
I am very sorry for being less active and kind of dead, but I always open dA daily. just consider I'm quite busy and have difficulties in drawing. I read all your comments, don't worry. My commissioners, I am deeply sorry, most probably I am the slowest artist you ever commissioned. Yes I had already stated for no deadlines in the commission info, but no one could wait forever. If you want to refund, I would return your payment kindly.
what am I doing with my life, things get worse on me since New Year
Thank you and have a nice day